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Why is it that when you find someone and you the thought of, "this person could be the one", and then you start to notice all the little things that you like about the person and really get attached to them. Just to find out that they just want to be friends. I know that they have a lot going on and everything, then why did you kiss me, why did we flirt and mess around if you just wanted to be friends? Friends with benefits are nice, but did you think about what or how I would feel? Just ironic for me that the one time I think I found what I was looking for it turns out to not be it. "Things happen for a reason?" what reason is it this time?
Always in Isolation
Does anybody really ever get to experience isolation? I know I do being stuck out in the middle of nowhere in the country with no AC, or anyone to talk to for that matter. One part its perfect to create that perfect drawing and to finish my degree with no distractions. But on the other hand I need companionship and fun, without fun and socialization, how can you really find that inspiration that you need for you creations. To create master pieces you need different emotions but when you only feel one emotion everyday, like solitude you really can't create anything. After a while your imagination starts to run dry, and you start to loose sense
Traveling Time
Man the weekend is over and now I am driving all over the place, I'm in Fayette, Mo and tomorrow its on to Northglenn,Co....yay!!! I miss my Colorado and my mountains. I hate the fact that we moved from there so many years ago, its depressing out here in Missouri to me, alot of my friends love it because they are country and I'm not, but they all tell me that I won't move after I finish school but they are mistaken cause when I leave I don't ever plan on coming back!
Where's the time?
Between work, homework, and everything else where's the time? Time for play, time for details, time for sleep....Everything you do you sacrifice something to get something else done...
I work and got school full time, granted it's online but the homework piles up, and you spend more time on the details and learning on your own, but where's the time to sleep and to do other things like contests, and other things you try to get your name out there and to be recognized when you still are learning the tricks and trades of a program?
Multitasking is great, but when you are focused on one project and trying to do another, your still thinking abo
First Time
Wow writing that title sounds a lil bad lol....This is my first entry in this journal so I guess I'm writing about how tired I am..I'm so tired of bullshit, drama, and games....So I guess I'm glad i found this site to be were I belong, in the world of art whether it's sketches to portraits. Here drawing or doing digital drawings I can escape to a world where everything I'm tired of doesn't exist. So thank you Deviant Art for the chance to escape to myself and express who I am without the B.S..
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